Monday 9 December 2013

My idea of a perfect Christmas

As you all know this year has been particularly hard for me, well I say that and what I mean is its been one of the hardest years of my life my heart was broken in more ways than one - after nearly a year of being on my own with the boys, I know what I want from life and from Christmas, I want my family back together.

The moment that Liam and Adam's daddy walked out of the door our lives changed where there was talking, laughing and I guess at times a lot of shouting there was nothing a huge gap has filled all our lives, empty spaces where clothes were hanging, shoes were missing, the rooms in the house were all that little bit bigger and empty.

The trouble is at that moment when he left the family home, people who love me and who love him have taken up positions as people will do. Its only human nature for people that love you to want to protect you, they don't want to see you hurt, they also hate the other person for breaking you and that is exactly what we have both done to each other.

I am not prepared to give up on something or someone I love so easily, some might think I am stupid some might say I am doing the wrong thing but this is my family, my world I think there are enough broken homes in the world and I just don't want mine to be another one for some people it works for me I just cant put myself through it, as I love that man like I have never loved anyone in my whole life, if there is even the smallest chance that this relationship is going to work I am going to take it after all it took two people to break the relationship, its going to take two people to make it. we are all humans and have all made mistakes its not about the mistakes you make though its about learning from them and moving forward.

So Santa for my perfect Christmas I want my family back together, I want us to be a four again and not a three, I want there to be smiles and laughter fun and games not to mention I especially want the boys eyes to be sparkling and for them to be bouncing around with excitement, with everyone around that loves them and that's what Christmas is all about - family, laughter and love.
Merry Christmas! This post is my entry into the Tots100/Argos 12 Days of Christmas competition.

1 comment

  1. My name is Mr Cardenas,my wife was having affair with a senior secretary in her office. I love this woman so much that i would not want to share her with any body. i told her to retire from the job and i would take care of all her needs but she would take it because she is been embraced by everybody in her office, this normally leads to quarrel every-time. i tried all i can to please her and she will promise to be good , some days later she will turn back to her normal way.
    i was nearly loosing out, i could not focus in my job, my whole life was full of sorrow and i was thinking i should kill the other man my self and put an end to all this until i saw a testimony from a blog on how DR EDIONWE could cast a love spell to bring lovers back no matter what is behind the disappointment. so i decided to write him via email. and now all my wishes are exactly as i wanted. She told me everything that has happened secretly in the past and i forgave her as DR EDIONWE instructed me to and she loves me and care for me as i ever wanted. i know there are many spells that do not work but i want to assure all you out there no matter what you have been trough to have faith and believe that this is the final solution to your problem.
    Even if my job is taking most of my time, the little free time i have , i will share the good news to everyone in the world because i know that with love brings happiness and hope for a long life.


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